There is nothing monumental about what I’m going to say – but I think I should get it down before the stress of the semester puts me in a different mindset. I had the strongest feeling today, as I was in a work meeting talking about something that is peripheral to what I what to do – that I should just go along with it all and see what happens. I feel like I’m in a boat with a rudder that doesn’t work too well going downstream.
‘What you resist, persists’. I think it’s time to stop resisting against changes in my life, and accept all that I have (which is a lot). If it (a relationship, a child, a move off island, a finished phd) is meant to be, it is meant to be. This usually sounds so cliche, but today it sounds like good advice to myself.